luni, 16 ianuarie 2012
This was it
Can you imagine my frustration? I can't do shit about it. It was my fault! Mine and mine only. My confusion, my stupid, mixed up feelings at the moment. It's just...so unfair. Life's not fair!
marți, 26 octombrie 2010
What can I do to reach the sweet feeling of happiness? As far as I know, there's nothing I can do. Well...that's hard to accept. I'm a logical thinker so it seems normal to me that I should be able to make myself happy. But i cannot. I can't change things. I'm not able to change things to make myself happy, to make myself ohh not so lonely, to fill the void that's taking over me.
So I comply. I quit, give up, whatever you wanna call it. I'm a loser. I lost this fight. Can't do it anymore. Won't pretend anymore.
marți, 22 iunie 2010
Am cunoscut o gramada de oameni interesanti. Unii mai enervanti decat altii. Dar cu toate astea, nu m-am putut simti bine cu adevarat. De ce? Pentru ca el nu era acolo. Pentru ca mi-e atat de dor de el. Numai cupluri cupluri erau pe'acolo. Lucru care m-a facut sa imi amintesc cat de bine ma simt cu el.
Unde vroiam sa ajung? La faptul ca, de cand m-am trezit nu ma pot gandi decat la el. Simt ca daca nu il vad in curand o sa mor de dor. Nu este posibil, nu'i asa? :)
luni, 10 mai 2010
I miss...
miercuri, 21 aprilie 2010
'Music is a powerful noun. It is the most precious of the arts. It amplifies feelings an it can induce a certain mood. Music is also important in a movie. It can change the whole message and it can make the movie better or worse, depending on the situation. Also, it is said that a person can be judged by the kind of music he or she listens to.
It is also believed that some music (like Mozart, Beethoven, Bach, Chopain, Vivaldi, Verdi etc) helps a baby develop a better thinking. And it is known as a good factor for a better growing of the flowers.
The experts found out that water particles also react to different types of music. So...we encourage you to listen to classical music because it helps you remain sane!'
Yeah...that was about it. Interesting, isn't it? :)
sâmbătă, 3 aprilie 2010
*Sigh*
Imi doresc sa fiu mai importanta.
vineri, 18 decembrie 2009
Mood: weird
Mi-a zis Totto ca m-am ingrasat. Iar am o perioada in care am impresia ca sunt inutila si arat foarte aiurea. Nu stiu de ce va spun asta. Cred ca am nevoia sa mi se spuna ca nu e adevarat. Simt nevoia sa mi se faca complimente. Sunt o sensibila. Lame. Pathetic. But ME.
Have a good night y'all! :)
XoXo
joi, 17 decembrie 2009
“Life, viewed rationally, and without illusion, appears to be a nonsense tale”
Life is nonsense because people forgot how to dream and because of that, most of them don’t have a goal. That’s why there’s chaos in the world, because human beings have become dull and busy with unimportant things. Life is a mystery that needs to be discovered with the help of dream, illusion and sensibility. But nowadays people don’t lay in the light-green grass gazing at the sky and imagine what clouds could represent anymore. They have forgotten that maybe singing and dancing in the rain on a hot summer day might help them relax and they have certainly forgotten how to really love. Love is now an old-fashioned notion.
But still, love is maybe one of the last and only things that makes people dream. It is often absurd and it makes no sense. Love drives people to madness and insanity. The power of love is absolutely amazing: it can make the world go nuts and while or it can save it if it needs to be saved.
In the XXI century, people are more preoccupied with small and unimportant problems like: “Hmm…what should I wear today?” and “I need money. How can I make some more?”. We have become obsessed with materiality. We need to have objects to feel good, we feel empty without them. We don’t read anymore, we don’t have any imagination left. Only innocent children have remained pure, but once they grow up they will be dragged into this vicious circle.
There are people out there in the world that have their own moral principles and they try to stick to them, they try to do good, not to hurt anyone, not to do wrong. And still, without them realizing, they might do just that, because someone’s good may be somebody else’s bad. Isn’t this a nonsense? In this kind of world, do we have any hope left? We can’t give up on it. We need to keep dreaming to a better world!
miercuri, 16 decembrie 2009
Ce tip de spirit am :))
joi, 26 noiembrie 2009
Confused.
luni, 29 iunie 2009
Sunt....o ciudata?!?
de ce crede Silviu ca sunt ciudata? pai:
- imi schimb starile de spirit foarte des. ooook...nu asa face orice adolescenta de varsta mea? sau poate ma insel? hey...Silviu...mai gandeste-te putin.
- pentru ca ma simt in largul meu vorbind cu "coae", "frate" si alte apelative de genu'. oare e chiar asa de ciudata chestia (daca m-ar auzi diriga ar face crize..."chestiunea" ar spune ea) asta? tu nu ai ocazia sa iti petreci timpul intr-un oras mare (cum ar fi Bucuresti :D) ca sa vezi cum sunt si alte persoane de-o varsta apropiata cu a mea. Deci asadar si prin urmare (in mod evident glumind) nu ar trebui sa iti exprimi parerea cu atata convingere.
- pentru ca ma uit la anime-uri si la seriale/filme politiste. ooops...cine nu o face? sunt o romantica, ceea ce duce la mine uitandu-ma la animeuri. si am fost si voi fi intotdeauna adepta rezolvarii misterelor. e o pasiune pentru mine.
- pentru ca dorm pana tarziu. oh...i'm sorry to disappoint you. but how the hell am I supposed to wake up early in the morning if I stay up late reading or watching tv? pe ce lume traiesti omule? :))
De ce blog?
1. mi-am dat seama ca ma plictisesc ingrozitor…si ca decat sa pierd timpul uitandu-ma la seriale (care desigur, au si ele rolul lor pana la un anumit punct) as putea sa imi fac blog si sa scriu pe el. In felul asta imi voi mai dezvolta (poate) aptitudinile scriitoricesti.
2. printre multele persoane cu care m-am intalnit ieri a fost si Liniuta care ,saracul, a trebuit sa ma suporte ascultand povestirile mele stupide despre viata mea plicticoasa care, dupa spusele lui, seamana cu o telenovela. Mi-a spus ca as putea sa scriu o carte. Nu o sa scriu o carte, cel putin nu inca, dar poate ca blogul este un inceput.
Nu ma astept sa il citeasca multa lume sau sa devina popular. Il fac pentru mine. Sper doar sa nu imi creeze probleme [;))] XoXo