vineri, 18 decembrie 2009

Mood: weird

Nu stiu de ce dar zilele astea ma simt ametita. Simt ca timpul si lumea se misca in reluare in jurul meu si nu imi pot da seama de ce.
Mi-a zis Totto ca m-am ingrasat. Iar am o perioada in care am impresia ca sunt inutila si arat foarte aiurea. Nu stiu de ce va spun asta. Cred ca am nevoia sa mi se spuna ca nu e adevarat. Simt nevoia sa mi se faca complimente. Sunt o sensibila. Lame. Pathetic. But ME.
Have a good night y'all! :)
XoXo

joi, 17 decembrie 2009

“Life, viewed rationally, and without illusion, appears to be a nonsense tale”

Life is nonsense because people forgot how to dream and because of that, most of them don’t have a goal. That’s why there’s chaos in the world, because human beings have become dull and busy with unimportant things. Life is a mystery that needs to be discovered with the help of dream, illusion and sensibility. But nowadays people don’t lay in the light-green grass gazing at the sky and imagine what clouds could represent anymore. They have forgotten that maybe singing and dancing in the rain on a hot summer day might help them relax and they have certainly forgotten how to really love. Love is now an old-fashioned notion.

But still, love is maybe one of the last and only things that makes people dream. It is often absurd and it makes no sense. Love drives people to madness and insanity. The power of love is absolutely amazing: it can make the world go nuts and while or it can save it if it needs to be saved.

In the XXI century, people are more preoccupied with small and unimportant problems like: “Hmm…what should I wear today?” and “I need money. How can I make some more?”. We have become obsessed with materiality. We need to have objects to feel good, we feel empty without them. We don’t read anymore, we don’t have any imagination left. Only innocent children have remained pure, but once they grow up they will be dragged into this vicious circle.

There are people out there in the world that have their own moral principles and they try to stick to them, they try to do good, not to hurt anyone, not to do wrong. And still, without them realizing, they might do just that, because someone’s good may be somebody else’s bad. Isn’t this a nonsense? In this kind of world, do we have any hope left? We can’t give up on it. We need to keep dreaming to a better world!

miercuri, 16 decembrie 2009

Ce tip de spirit am :))

Iata ca mi-am facut si eu un test. Ceea ce veti citi nu este a fost nicio surpriza pentru mine. Pentru voi este? Astept raspunsuri

joi, 26 noiembrie 2009

Confused.

I'm tired. I am full of anger and sadness. I'm frustrated like hell. Further more I'm "chefless". I'm bored. I'm stupid. I'm inlove. Caring too much is taking a toll on me. My heart is bruised and it is swollen. Someday soon it will explode and it will hurt so much that from that day on it won't care anymore for anyone and anything. It will become a computer because the pc has no feelings. It doesn't mind that you restart it just for fun, it doesn't care if you hit it. I will become a machine.

luni, 29 iunie 2009

Sunt....o ciudata?!?

Conform spuselor lui Silviu ("sotul" bunei mele verisoare Catalina) sunt o ciudata. sigur, dupa cum putem spune ca toti suntem speciali/speciale in felul nostru, la fel putem afirma ca toti suntem ciudati/ciudate in felul nostru. astfel conceptul de "ciudat" este la fel de abstract ca si cel "perfect"...sau "normal".

de ce crede Silviu ca sunt ciudata? pai:
  • imi schimb starile de spirit foarte des. ooook...nu asa face orice adolescenta de varsta mea? sau poate ma insel? hey...Silviu...mai gandeste-te putin.
  • pentru ca ma simt in largul meu vorbind cu "coae", "frate" si alte apelative de genu'. oare e chiar asa de ciudata chestia (daca m-ar auzi diriga ar face crize..."chestiunea" ar spune ea) asta? tu nu ai ocazia sa iti petreci timpul intr-un oras mare (cum ar fi Bucuresti :D) ca sa vezi cum sunt si alte persoane de-o varsta apropiata cu a mea. Deci asadar si prin urmare (in mod evident glumind) nu ar trebui sa iti exprimi parerea cu atata convingere.
  • pentru ca ma uit la anime-uri si la seriale/filme politiste. ooops...cine nu o face? sunt o romantica, ceea ce duce la mine uitandu-ma la animeuri. si am fost si voi fi intotdeauna adepta rezolvarii misterelor. e o pasiune pentru mine.
  • pentru ca dorm pana tarziu. oh...i'm sorry to disappoint you. but how the hell am I supposed to wake up early in the morning if I stay up late reading or watching tv? pe ce lume traiesti omule? :))
sunt ciudata. dar nu din motivele expuse mai sus. de fapt as putea spune ca sunt "cuminte". dar ehh...fiecare cu parerile si conceptiile lui/ei. XoXo

De ce blog?

Din doua motive:
1. mi-am dat seama ca ma plictisesc ingrozitor…si ca decat sa pierd timpul uitandu-ma la seriale (care desigur, au si ele rolul lor pana la un anumit punct) as putea sa imi fac blog si sa scriu pe el. In felul asta imi voi mai dezvolta (poate) aptitudinile scriitoricesti.
2. printre multele persoane cu care m-am intalnit ieri a fost si Liniuta care ,saracul, a trebuit sa ma suporte ascultand povestirile mele stupide despre viata mea plicticoasa care, dupa spusele lui, seamana cu o telenovela. Mi-a spus ca as putea sa scriu o carte. Nu o sa scriu o carte, cel putin nu inca, dar poate ca blogul este un inceput.

Nu ma astept sa il citeasca multa lume sau sa devina popular. Il fac pentru mine. Sper doar sa nu imi creeze probleme [;))] XoXo